"Love At Home Begins With L!"

"Love At Home Starts With L!"

A friend recently asked me how Kevin and I have maintained such a happy marriage over these last twenty-two years and it gave me reason to really think about just why we are still happily married, when so many of our friends and even some family members have either not found this to be the case in their lives, or have felt the bitter sting of divorce.  I can`t say why others have not found the same happiness, because I do not know their circumstances and have not walked in their shoes, but I can make an attempt to describe why I think Kevin and I have been so blessed with a happy marriage for so many years.

First and foremost, when we were both of dating age, we not only sought out people we were attracted to, but people who we felt shared our own belief systems...beliefs in God, character, work, and family.  On our first date, we weren't just thinking, "Gosh, he`s/she`s so cute!"  We were both thinking, "Something about this person makes me feel like I`ve just come home."  Being that we both came from happy families, ourselves, coming home was a positive feeling of belonging and acceptance; respect and admiration; familiarity and security.

The day Kevin and I married, we invited three other people to share in our partnership and be daily participants in our marriage:  God, our Eternal Father; our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ; and the Holy Spirit.  We had our own panel of experts to help guide us on our journey - our parents, aunts and uncles, grandparents and even those loved ones who had already passed on.  We didn't really have a clue what we were in for, how difficult it would be, and on the flip side of that coin, just how wonderful it would be.  We only knew we loved each other and had the faith and hope in each other and God that we were going to succeed.  Were there times when we thought we wouldn't make it?  Dang right there were!  However, we are both fortunate that we EACH wanted to make it and therefore aligned our choices and actions accordingly.  We have both made mistakes, and a lot of them, but thanks to our Savior, Jesus Christ, we have had and do have the opportunity to repent of those mistakes, receive forgiveness for our wrongdoings, and recommit to living a better today and tomorrow.

As I ponder the ingredients to our happy marriage, I recognize that numerous "L" words come to mind.  The late  President Gordon B. Hinkley, Prophet of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, gave advice to the youth of the church in the form of the "Six B's."  Be Grateful - Be Smart - Be Clean - Be True - Be Humble - Be Prayerful.  I appreciated the way he presented this because it sticks with me...I remember.  Well, in relation to our marriage, I would like to present, in a similar format, Kevin and Donna van Uitert's "Love At Home Starts With L!"  

*  Laugh
*  Listen
*  Lift
*  Look
*  Learn
*  Live
*  Leave
*  Lean
*  Love

*  Laugh:  Be willing to laugh at yourself and the silly mistakes we all make.  Laugh together, and often, because laughter truly is the best medicine, at times.  Just laugh!
*  Listen:  This one is huge.  Listening is so much more important than talking.  Listen to the hopes, dreams, fears and frustrations of your spouse.  Validate their feelings.  Polish reflective listening skills to help them open up and communicate.  Listen to their cries for help, their complaints about work, their innermost thoughts and workings of their minds and souls.  Even listen to their heart beating inside of their chest.  Listen to the silence as you hold hands, as you pray together or just lay together side by side and reflect on the particulars of the day.  Listen.
*  Lift:  At various times in our marriage, Kevin has had to lift me up when I have fallen, spiritually, emotionally, and certainly physically.  I, as well, have lifted him during periods of darkness, personal struggle, or desperation.  Lift each other's burdens when one cannot carry them any longer.  Lift each other's spirits when one is down and lowly.  Lastly, lift your ideals and standards to meet those of our Father in Heaven's and allow our Savior to assist in all of that heavy lifting!  Lift.
*  Look:  Take the time to look.  Don't just see what's apparent or in front of your face.  LOOK for what you WANT to see in the other.  Look for the good when everything seems bad.  Look for the happy when all appears sad.  Look for a smile you haven't seen in a while.  Take the time to look and be prepared to find exactly what you are looking for.  Matthew 7:7  "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you."  Look.
*  Learn:  A popular musical artist, Alanis Morrisette, wrote the song "You Learn," in which it says, "You live, you learn; you love, you learn; you cry, you learn; you lose, you learn; you bleed, you learn; you scream, you learn....You grieve, you learn; you choke, you learn; you laugh, you learn; you choose, you learn; you pray, you learn; you ask, you learn; you live, you learn."  Learn about each other.  Learn what makes the other happy and do it.  Learn what God wants for his children and their marriages.  Learn how to put yourself second to the needs of your spouse.  Learn to be quiet.  Learn when to say yes and when to lovingly say no.  Make lots of mistakes and learn from them.  Make many happy memories and learn from those, too...repeat them over and over again!  Learn, learn, learn.
*  Live:  Sometimes we are so busy working, running, sleeping, and talking, that we forget to really live.  At times it feels like a life of survival, of endurance, of getting to the next day, the next rung on the ladder, the next step ahead.  Enjoy today, plan for tomorrow, learn from the past, but LIVE.  Have fun, be flexible, throw caution to the wind, at times, explore, wonder, be a child and live.  Your marriage will thank you for it.  Live.
*  Leave:  This may seem like a peculiar word to include on the list, but I believe it is essential.  Leave time for each other.  Leave the room when you are so mad that you feel your self-control slipping.  Know when to leave work at work.  Leave it in the Lord's hands... Leave.
*  Lean:  Lean on each other when one is feeling weakened.  Lean on the Lord and let his support succor you both.  Lean like a young sapling when the wind blows and stand up straight again afterward.  Lean into love and away from anger.  Don't fall or break when you can lean.
*  Love:  Don't forget to love...with your language, your eyes, your speech, your time, and your body.  Romantic love has been one of the strongest ties that has bound us together over these last twenty-two years.  We still love to be together. We continue to "be in love, fall in love, stay in love."  Some say that their fire has burned out.  Light it again.  Better yet, keep it burning, because it is so much easier to keep it lit than to find the resources to relight it.  It can be done, though.  Choose to love, want to love, remember to love.  Love is not just a feeling.  It is an action, a choice, a gift, a treasure.  Love others...allow others to love you.  The more love you give, the larger your receptacle is to receive.  Love.

I'll finish by saying that there are so many more ingredients to a happy marriage, but these are some of the highlights from ours.  We still have much to learn and with God's grace, many more years together!  Kevin is a blessing in my life.  He is the only man I want to be with and I am forever grateful that he chose me to share his life with.  He is an excellent father, provider, leader, Priesthood holder, example of patience, and most of all, friend.  I thank my Heavenly Father every day for such a man and pray that everyone can find the same happiness and joy in their marriages as we have, thus far, in ours.

xoxo --  Donna

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Audra ready for school...

The Funny Farmer, Herself!

Gerrit and his group date to Homecoming

My Awesome In-laws, Ray & Karen

Sweet Marin :0)

Poetry from the Funny Farmer

I stumbled upon a poem I wrote sometime this summer, and I actually can't quite remember writing it. I mean, I vaguely recognize the lines, but seriously cannot remember when I wrote it, other than I know it was within the last few months. I must have written it late at night, as I typically do, saved it in MS Word and went to bed. Upon finding it, I realized how grateful I am not to be feeling that way at the moment, but still could appreciate the beauty found within it.

A friend of mine just lost her step-brother at the hands of another and in our conversation about the funeral, I remarked to her that I find funerals to be quite beautiful. Although, some are terribly tragic, as with the case of her step-brother, and some are welcomed with relief for one who has suffered long enough, the emotion and the humanity present at the funeral of a loved one is a beautiful thing. Sometimes, pain and sadness, I think can be beautiful things, because they teach us greater love... greater appreciation, perhaps, for the things that are truly of worth in our lives. So, when I read this poem, I found it sad and lonely and somewhat forsaken (evidently QUITE forsaken, since I didn't even remember it was there)... but also beautiful. Gary Allen, the country singer, sings a song entitled, "Life Aint Always Beautiful" and I think we've all had our share of feeling that way. But we also have to remember the flip side of that record... "Life IS Beautiful," and sometimes the realization of that comes from experiencing what 'at the time' feels very much less than beautiful. Crying is beautiful because it is evidence that we have the ability to feel. Misery is beautiful because without it we wouldn't know what true joy is. I don't know... you get the picture!

The second poem is one I just now wrote. The idea came to me earlier today and, of course, the second I lay my head on the pillow, the words started flowing into my mind. This poem might seem melancholy, as well, but hey... at least I'm consistent! Ha ha... Maybe this writing thing is just the way I happen to get some of those somber thoughts shaken out of my heart and head. I still liked it, though, and I hope you all do, as well.

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Hands cover her mouth
To hold back the cries
With each passing day
A piece of her dies

The fire within
That lit up the room
Was known at one time
To dispel the gloom

But shrouded she is
With sadness and grief
That douses her fire
And gives no relief

The shroud of the night
Snuffs out the day
Another day spent
Along her life’s way

Her limbs are now weary
And drooping, her eyes
But sleep does not come
Only tears to despise

by Donna van Uitert
Summer 2009



Sell Me a Dream

Does anyone know where a dream can be bought?
Mine once was a gift, but I thought of it not.
I’m afraid that I left mine alone for too long.
It seems to have tired of me and is gone.

So neglectful was I with my very own dream,
I didn't take note of its absence, it seems,
For weeks, perhaps months, maybe even a year.
I now have lost something I once held so dear.

For years it was part of my spiritual whole
Ingrained in my heart and my mind and my soul.
My constant companion… my beacon of hope
The light at the end of the tunnel… the rope

That was offered to me in the years of my youth
As guidance - direction - for seeking of truth.
And now its importance, I’m deeply aware
Becomes even greater now that it’s not there.

So where do they go… those forgotten or left?
Those dreams that have fled leaving souls so bereft?
Recycled for others to more wisely use?
Or for yet but another’s neglect and abuse?

If I found my lost dream, would it come back to stay?
I’m not sure it is mine anymore to betray.
Perhaps, it has found itself happy to be
With one who will recognize worth and will see

The value in nurturing something so rare
As a dream that’s been gifted from Heavenly care.
Perhaps, although time with my previous friend
Has come and now gone, it may not be the end.

There may yet be another dream waiting for me
To hope for and work for and ultimately
Ignite what has long become dormant and still…
Encourage my hope and my heart and my will.

It’s certain I can’t justify the request
For another gift such as the one I suppressed.
But, buy it, I will, with whatever He takes,
This Maker of dreams, for the new dream He makes.

So, once more this question to all I would ask
And hope for your help to accomplish this task.
Does anyone know where a dream can be bought?
Mine once was a gift, but I thought of it not.

by Donna van Uitert
September 13, 2009

Bear Lake with the Girlies July 30, 2009